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The Inspired Fem (7:09:06 PM): how is veronica immature?
MoogleDr (7:09:28 PM): ?
The Inspired Fem (7:09:37 PM): how is veronica immature?
MoogleDr (7:09:51 PM): wtf are you talking about?
The Inspired Fem (7:10:15 PM): didn't you write in your journal veronica isn't mature?
MoogleDr (7:10:33 PM): OH.
MoogleDr (7:10:38 PM): so that's why she's going off on me
MoogleDr (7:10:43 PM): what the fuck?
The Inspired Fem (7:10:52 PM): how is she going off on you?
MoogleDr (7:10:53 PM): I was writing about Veronica Ascolese
MoogleDr (7:10:57 PM): she lives in MA
MoogleDr (7:11:03 PM): Not your veronica.
MoogleDr (7:11:05 PM): God damn.
The Inspired Fem (7:11:06 PM): oh i see
MoogleDr (7:11:17 PM): I was trying to figure out why she was so pissed off.
The Inspired Fem (7:11:37 PM): she doesn't think you like her anymore
MoogleDr (7:12:13 PM): that's not it at all.
MoogleDr (7:12:22 PM): I didn't even think she read my diary.
MoogleDr (7:12:53 PM): tell her, if you get the chance.
The Inspired Fem (7:13:13 PM): i will but what's up with you and her?
MoogleDr (7:14:27 PM): man. hell if i know. and no doubt she hates me right about now.
The Inspired Fem (7:14:42 PM): she doesn't hate you
The Inspired Fem (7:15:00 PM): she had this dream about you and you were holding her and the stuffs of that
The Inspired Fem (7:15:15 PM): she just thinks that you really don't have time for her
The Inspired Fem (7:15:30 PM): like she'll want to call you but it'll be 1 am
MoogleDr (7:16:05 PM): man. I didn't know...
The Inspired Fem (7:16:15 PM): she really likes you
The Inspired Fem (7:16:32 PM): all you have to do is call or write her and she'll feel special
MoogleDr (7:16:43 PM): here's the thing though.
MoogleDr (7:16:57 PM): That's fine, but I feel like.
The Inspired Fem (7:17:19 PM): ???
MoogleDr (7:17:45 PM): All my relationships are intense. That's just how it is to me. I need to feel like I'm in love with that person. To the degree that I sleep with them all the time.
MoogleDr (7:17:54 PM): Veronica is so damn nice, I feel like I'd be corrupting her.
The Inspired Fem (7:18:11 PM): veronica is already corrupted, she's my friend
MoogleDr (7:18:12 PM): And I didn't want her to think I was a dirt bag.
MoogleDr (7:18:43 PM): Yeah, I know. But coming home after school and having sex with Dan Scog is a new level of debauchery.
The Inspired Fem (7:19:04 PM): but why must you do her?
MoogleDr (7:19:26 PM): She's hot and she'd be my girlfriend.
The Inspired Fem (7:19:50 PM): if you give her a month or 2 she'd do you
The Inspired Fem (7:19:59 PM): ....i'm a rhyming machine
MoogleDr (7:20:44 PM): Exactly, I'd be like...corrupting her no?
The Inspired Fem (7:20:54 PM): of course not
The Inspired Fem (7:21:11 PM): at that point she'd actually want to
The Inspired Fem (7:21:52 PM): its not like you were like "bitch get on my bed cuz i wanna do you like math homework!"
MoogleDr (7:22:20 PM): That's the worst analogy I've ever heard. Man. Who wants to do math homework?
The Inspired Fem (7:22:27 PM): ...me?
MoogleDr (7:22:31 PM): lol
The Inspired Fem (7:22:40 PM): i said it one day and it suck with me every since
The Inspired Fem (7:22:46 PM): ...every?
The Inspired Fem (7:22:48 PM): ever
MoogleDr (7:22:54 PM): yeah. I gotcha.
The Inspired Fem (7:23:30 PM): here lemme explain veronica's view on you if i may have a moment of your time
MoogleDr (7:23:38 PM): By all means...
The Inspired Fem (7:26:59 PM): veronica likes you because you have all the qualities of a person she could really want to spend a great deal of time with. i remember one day she said to me " i want to fuck dan.." of course i vomitted because your dan and she's veronica (ewww) but she's beyond the point of corruption. she's actually becoming a part of teenage life as we know it. when i met her in 8th grade she thought cleveage was when you crossed your legs. trust me hun, veronica can not be corrupted just because you want to have sex with her because she'll let you know how she feels.
MoogleDr (7:28:23 PM): i dunno. the girls I'm used to are pretty dirty.
The Inspired Fem (7:28:50 PM): change is the only thing you can count on
MoogleDr (7:29:22 PM): i guess you're right
MoogleDr (7:29:38 PM): what about her parents though?
MoogleDr (7:29:46 PM): They don't want her dating or whatever?
The Inspired Fem (7:29:49 PM): oh fuck her parents i can't stand them
The Inspired Fem (7:30:12 PM): flip them the bird and hope on your 10 speed
The Inspired Fem (7:30:15 PM): ...read this
MoogleDr (7:30:17 PM): Yeah, maybe wanna clue me in on that?
The Inspired Fem (7:30:44 PM): I just can't get him off my mind. He's making me sick. I can't sleep and I dream about him all the time, most of them seem drug induced. I had this marathon dream with five hundred different subjects, but the one that stuck out the most was the one about him. I was mowing by neighbor's lawn, but in my dream I thought it was his. If I mowed his lawn, I thought he would go out with me and we could finally be together. This person that looked like Dan came up from behind and put his arms around me and told me he could finish the job and I didn't have to work for may thing to happen. It was really hot out and his arms felt cool around me. All I saw was green grass and locks of light brown hair caressing my face from behind. I closed my eyes and my senses were ampified. I would hear his breathing and feel his heartbeat. His clothes smelled like Snuggle and I noticed the watermelon gum in my mouth. Of course, just then, the dream ended. I have no idea what that dream means becuase if this dream were someone else's, I'd say it meant not to work so hard at trying to get together. That's total bullshit, because when I do put some effort into talking to Dan, nothing happens. He's not exactly trying to help things. He just doesn't like me anymore. What can I do about it? Nothing. I'm tired of living off reams, I want something real. But no one wants an ugly asian wacko bitch. The one person I found that I really liked and liked me back just bailed. What can possibly happen to me now...
MoogleDr (7:32:16 PM): dude, did you tell her she had the whole thing wrong?
The Inspired Fem (7:32:28 PM): ...not yet
The Inspired Fem (7:32:36 PM): thats from a day or two ago
MoogleDr (7:34:10 PM): I see.
MoogleDr (7:34:18 PM): Tell me about your experience with her parents.
The Inspired Fem (7:34:41 PM): well her day is a stereotypical indian hindu dick head
The Inspired Fem (7:35:14 PM): and her mother got mad at me because we played a joke on her and now she feels oblidged to talk shit about me
The Inspired Fem (7:35:28 PM): her mother use to be nice
MoogleDr (7:36:18 PM): i see
The Inspired Fem (7:36:22 PM): ...if you want to date her you can, her mother will let you just not her dad. he's not done raping her yet...that sick fucker, i hope he burns in the hottest fires in the deepest darkest pits in hell
MoogleDr (7:37:03 PM): you mean...figuratively raping her right?
The Inspired Fem (7:37:30 PM): correct
The Inspired Fem (7:40:07 PM): Dan emailed me. He said that he favors certain ways of expressing his feelings. I think that means that he wants to fuck. Well, I want to fuck but I don't like the idea of my hymen ripping apart at the age of 14. I think I love Dan, I can honestly say that. My days are filled with listless thoughts of him and I wake up from dreams with tears in my eyes because I wish they are real. In Drama, I can feel this pulsating body in the next row that refuses to
aknowledge I exist. I am so tired of expelling all my emotion on one person and get nothing back all my days to the point where I feel drained and fall into a coma where I stay until I wake up again to the harsh reality of it all. Fuck, I'm really messed up.
The Inspired Fem (7:41:53 PM): lemons
MoogleDr (7:42:01 PM): how many of these do you have?
The Inspired Fem (7:42:18 PM): its in her deadjournal
MoogleDr (7:43:19 PM): there you go though. she doesn't want her hymen ruined at 14. I like to drink occaisonally. I like to have sex with my girlfriend.
MoogleDr (7:43:22 PM): I mean.
MoogleDr (7:43:26 PM): How would it not corrupt her?
The Inspired Fem (7:44:27 PM): wait at least a year
MoogleDr (7:44:40 PM): That's the point.
MoogleDr (7:44:46 PM): I'll be in college in a year.
The Inspired Fem (7:45:05 PM): have some self control, danny mcdanerson
MoogleDr (7:45:33 PM): I do have self control. That's why I've not tried to date her.
The Inspired Fem (7:45:43 PM): no you must date her
MoogleDr (7:45:55 PM): Then she must be corrupted.
MoogleDr (7:45:59 PM): Welcome to life's paradox.
The Inspired Fem (7:46:10 PM): and you must test your self control
MoogleDr (7:46:18 PM): I am. Right now.
The Inspired Fem (7:46:20 PM): the taoist approach
MoogleDr (7:46:23 PM): I'm not dating her. She's safe.
The Inspired Fem (7:46:30 PM): ...safe
The Inspired Fem (7:47:13 PM): hardly, she's my friend
MoogleDr (7:48:43 PM): yeah
MoogleDr (7:48:47 PM): but I'm worse damnit
The Inspired Fem (7:48:55 PM): no.....your not
The Inspired Fem (7:49:12 PM): trust me
MoogleDr (7:49:16 PM): last new years wake up on the floor and with three other guys
MoogleDr (7:49:20 PM): one says to the other
MoogleDr (7:49:25 PM): Man. I think my back is broken.
MoogleDr (7:49:39 PM): The other guy says. Ahah. I remember. You bet the whole room you could fly out the window.
MoogleDr (7:49:45 PM): And he says
MoogleDr (7:49:51 PM): Why the hell didn't you try to stop me?
MoogleDr (7:50:06 PM): And the dude says. STOP YOU? I bet them 20 bucks you could do it.
MoogleDr (7:50:29 PM): That is pretty bad.
The Inspired Fem (7:50:45 PM): ........you did?
MoogleDr (7:51:08 PM): Indeed.
The Inspired Fem (7:51:51 PM): well
The Inspired Fem (7:52:09 PM): cough cough
The Inspired Fem (7:52:18 PM): *big story introducition*
MoogleDr (7:53:21 PM): k
The Inspired Fem (7:53:40 PM): i let 3....8th graders...finger me in kim's bathroom, while her father was home and they all skipped school to have intercourse with me and i let one of them perform oral acts on me on a slide in a park with little children wondering what we were doing...
The Inspired Fem (7:53:43 PM): end
MoogleDr (7:54:52 PM): ...yeah. So if I dated YOU then there would be no corruption. But the fact remains.
The Inspired Fem (7:55:04 PM): .ewww
The Inspired Fem (7:55:10 PM): dont even say you dating me
MoogleDr (7:55:12 PM): I've had sex with this girls kneecap because I was too drunk to go straight.
The Inspired Fem (7:55:18 PM): your danny
MoogleDr (7:55:33 PM): Relax. I'm making a point.
The Inspired Fem (7:55:35 PM): kneecap...thats not corrupted, thats just funny
The Inspired Fem (7:56:30 PM): trust me you may have years on me but pick the worse thing you've done and i can top it
MoogleDr (7:56:43 PM): you can
The Inspired Fem (7:56:43 PM): i'm not the slut virgin for nothing
MoogleDr (7:56:49 PM): but veronica can't.
The Inspired Fem (7:57:34 PM): veronica can handle you, trust me, she's watched my ass from pregnancy to pregnancy and from being drunk from tripping off of xtc
The Inspired Fem (7:57:45 PM): i was her training and you shall be her test
MoogleDr (7:58:18 PM): I thought those were faked?
The Inspired Fem (7:58:45 PM): not faked but uncertain
MoogleDr (7:59:12 PM): and it turned out?
The Inspired Fem (7:59:18 PM): negative
MoogleDr (7:59:29 PM): that's good.
The Inspired Fem (7:59:29 PM): god is with me thats all i can say
MoogleDr (7:59:39 PM): You would've had an abortion, no?
The Inspired Fem (7:59:45 PM): of course
The Inspired Fem (7:59:59 PM): i'm trying to scam this dude for money for on as we speak
MoogleDr (8:00:06 PM): Nice to see someone with brains.
The Inspired Fem (8:00:41 PM): but trust me, if veronica can't handle you i'll personally kick your ass, okay?
The Inspired Fem (8:00:55 PM): call her and just have one of those witty conversations
MoogleDr (8:01:00 PM): that's reassuring.
The Inspired Fem (8:01:17 PM): :-)
The Inspired Fem (8:02:46 PM): well i've ran out of genius
MoogleDr (8:02:53 PM): mm?
The Inspired Fem (8:03:31 PM): i cant type any more, if you'd like to discuss this further you can call me, your mother has the numbero
MoogleDr (8:03:51 PM): but i don't.
MoogleDr (8:03:53 PM): what is it?
The Inspired Fem (8:05:14 PM): 732 326 9015
MoogleDr (8:05:21 PM): alright thanks.
MoogleDr (8:05:23 PM): later.
The Inspired Fem (8:05:28 PM): peaceage
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